the healthiest resolution

Oh, it's that time again! The time of year when countless people around the country, and possibly the world, decide that this is the year they're going to lose those 5, 10, 15 pounds, tone up, get in shape, and/or eat healthier. Who can blame 'em? Countless brands are promoting it across all advertising and marketing platforms, bombarding us to the point at which we are forced to make these quintessential healthful resolutions. This should be a good thing. Problem is, most of the time these goals are far too unrealistic and unattainable for the average woman or man to integrate into their lives. Three weeks in, these people usually feel defeated and eventually give up. Or, as an alternative, become completely obsessed.

Those instances in which I decided I was going to be healthier, (whether it was on January 1st or any other day), were when I often fell into the unhealthiest trap- disordered habits. Focusing too much on food led to resisting hunger and cravings until I eventually ate far too much. Focusing too much on exercise was quickly followed by feeling like a failure because I'm simply not meant to be a gym rat. Focusing too much on my weight resulted in both, in addition to not exactly loving myself. It was only when I was distracted by the contentment of pursuing my passions rather than physical perfection that I discovered the healthiest resolution of all: to change the focus from being healthy to being happy.

I like most healthy foods, really I do. I could eat oatmeal for breakfast every day for the rest of my life, and die happy. (It's probably only because pancakes really do make the best dinners, but that's besides the point.) I thoroughly enjoy fresh, seasonal salads and hearty legume & winter green soups. I believe whole-grains actually taste better. And, like Leslie, I truly love vegetables. As far as a fitness routine is concerned, I've learned that a workout schedule really isn't my thing, and that's okay. I appreciate walking more than anything else; so much so, that if it were possible, I'd travel everywhere by foot. I find there's a certain excitement and satisfaction to it. And let's not even get me started on yoga. The truth is, in the past: When I chose to listen to my body and my hunger, I made healthier food choices. When I chose to move for pleasure, staying fit hardly took any conscious effort at all. The key, apparently, is not worry about it as much.

Do I consider myself healthy? Of course, and I prefer it that way. Nevertheless, whether I spend the next two months traveling throughout Central America or not, I'm not going to allow myself to be afraid of gaining weight or having too much fun. Is it a coincidence that when I look back on the happiest parts of my life, they're also the times in which I looked and felt my best? I think not. Oh 2011, you and I are going to get along beautifully. Let us cheer our glasses of (your alcoholic/non-alocoholic beverage of choice) to that! Wine for me, please, it is good for us after all. Thoughts? Please share them below.

great big beginnings

Two thousand eleven. I've already told me about my "anything but" resolve but I haven't quite caught you up to my personal preparation for it. It's rather difficult to get ready for a year that can be comparable to rushing into unexplored waters with a super reliable boat (much more so than the Titanic) yet without any sort of map. Interesting comparison, I know, but you know what I mean. I intend for this next year to be better than the last challenging and amazing twenty-two. I've dared myself, and each one of you, to live each day more so than ever before. And if that's not pressure, I don't know what is.

Fortunately, my four days of celebration were... epic. Most of which can be attributed to K's visit. She grew up in Oklahoma, I grew up outside of New York City. She studied biology in college, I studied modern foreign language and magazine journalism. She ate Cinnamon Toast Crunch for breakfast, I ate baked apple oatmeal with AB and green tea. Her and I will forever be best friends.

Oh gosh, wine and reflection sure do make for a very sappy combination :). Now, please allow me to demonstrate why this new year rocks...

Wednesday. 11:30 am- I picked up K from the airport. 5:00 pm- We had a delightfully early dinner at Republic. 6:30 pm- We ventured to Brooklyn to meet C (the remaining piece to our trio), Dani, and others to watch the ballet. 7:00 pm- The Nutcracker began. 9 pm- K and I drank glasses of overpriced wine, alone...

Thursday. 12:15 pm- C gave us a tour of her workplace a.k.a Lincoln Center. 12:30 pm- We caught the  principal dancers practicing their Cavalier and Sugar Plum Fairy routine. It was absolutely, positively, beautiful. 

12:30 pm- We crossed the street to dine at 'wichcraft. I enjoyed the butternut squash soup and a tuna sandwich. 1:30 pm- K and I said our goodbyes to C.

1:30 pm- We went across town to meet Laura, Steph, and their boyfriends.

3:15 pm- Merrily tipsy, the six of us made our way up to the Bronx and into Yankee stadium for The Pinstripe Bowl, Syracuse University v. Kansas State.

7 pm- Our beloved Orange ends the game victoriously with a 36-34. One of the most thrilling college football games I've ever seen. Not that that means much ;).

Friday. 7:30 pm- K & I reunite with Laura, Matt, and Stephanie for pre-New Year's Eve party margerita pizza and champagne.

9:30 pm- We eat, drink, dance, and take countless pictures before parting ways. Laura, Matt, K, and I cab it down to LES and the Gallery Bar.

12:02 pm- It is officially January 1, 2011. I've been kissed. I'm surrounded by two of my best friends and numerous new ones. I couldn't be happier. 

3:30 pm- K and I wander into a nearby diner for a nap light meal. 5 am- We sleep.

We slept in until noon on Saturday. Before driving her to the airport that evening, we also squeezed in the best movie of the past year, The King's Speech. I was blown away by the cinematography, acting, characterization, storyline, and even costumes. I don't believe there could have been a better end to her glorious visit. As I've said, I had a phenomenal 72 hours, and that's even an understatement. 

I went to bed early last night as a result and spent all day today cleaning and organizing. But alas, January 2nd wasn't all about recuperation; It also happens to me my wonderful mother's birthday. My parents and I savored a bottle of the 2005 Corvina "Seral" (M. Castellani - Veneto, Italy) and my entire family feasted at The Cookery accordingly...

[butternut squash and broccoli rabe topped with provalone picante]

[quince salad with baby arugla, toasted pecans, and goat cheese]

[root vegetable soup with pancetta, escarole and turnip seed oil]

[penne, pomadoro, garlic, red onion and ricotta fresco]

[hanger steak, goose fat potatoes, escarole and vin cotto]

[grilled market fish (skate), pickled fennel, barlotti beans, broccoli rabe and lemon oil]

As I'm sure you've so intelligently assumed, I did not eat everything. Rather, I chose to photograph nearly every plate out of pure foodie pleasure. I hope you don't mind :). I must, however, apologize for forgetting about our spectacular dessert, the sticky pumpkin tortina: warm pumpkin cake, cinnamon gelato, and figs. It was probably even more incredible than the budino warm white chocolate bread pudding with white chocolate anglaise and fresh berries (borrowed and pictured above) yet equally as festive with candle.

So much has changed since my mom and I had this picture taken of us at her last birthday dinner; It's been mostly good, sometimes sad, and rarely bad (I truly did not mean to rhyme just there, ha). The past few days, on the other hand,  have proven that 2011 is not only going to be good, but great. I hope you were able to enjoy an equally as fitting commencement. I'm so very excited for us both! And with that, I must really get some shut-eye to be ready for it's third day. If you can, please, please, please wish me luck for tomorrow! Whatever the outcome it will be nothing short of revolutionary. Sweet dreams darlings.

twenty eleven

"May you live all the days of your life."

If there would have been a better way to spend the last three days of 2010, please don't tell me about it. I have had a phenomenal 72 hours. Last night, for instance: I got dolled up, put on my favorite satin dress, celebrated my most transformative year to date (first with amazing pizza, then with equally amazing wine) and rang in a fresh new one with two of my very best friends. I'l have more details and stories to share, that's for sure, but for now all I have to say is happy new year. We have 365 days of pure, fabulous opportunity ahead of us. What fun! I dare you to take advantage it, enjoy the ride, and have your best year of living yet.