No matter where we are or where we're going, there are always going to be times when we feel as though we're lacking steadiness or soundness of judgement.
But life isn't for finding an equilibrium, or even figuring it all out. "The thing with balance is it doesn't mean things stop moving, it simply means that you are able to deal with the fluctuations that come up. So enjoy the dance, enjoy the fluctuation." -Kathryn Budig
And I think learning to accept that... just might be what growing up is all about.